I’ve been sitting here trying to figure out why the television in my hotel room says “Aerodynamic” on top. Such a quality is not typically a selling point for a TV set, unless, I suppose, you needed to throw it, as I’ve been wanting to do since the pounding on my hotel walls began sometime earlier this evening.

The noise spills in from everywhere. From nowhere. Is there an attic? Because if so, it is definitely coming from the attic. If there is an attic, maybe there is someone trapped in the attic. Maybe the pounding… Read More

I was sixteen when I decided I was ready to become a Mexican.  I had spent years honing my abilities, and finally felt that I had all the elements in my repertoire.  I knew all the gangster slang: cholo, rolo, vato, chingaso, carnal.  I could even execute that last one with a perfect tongue roll and draw out the last syllable until it faded away into sweet nothingness.  Carrrrrnnal.  Carrrnaaaaaal.  I practiced my accent along with Chuey in “Blood In, Blood Out”, a movie I had watched eight times already… Read More

Rain pours relentlessly, filling gutters and drowning spirits, laying its cadence down upon on the rooftops of Panama City, a steady drumroll daring the people to step outside onto its battlefield.  Booms of cannonfire thunder shout out their orders sporadically, summoning forth a thick grey fog which casts its ominous veil over inner city highrises, marching ever inland.  The busy city streets begin to empty of pedestrians who search for refuge in every market, corner store, cab, or bus within reach.  Traffic halts, and with it… Read More

Twenty four hours ago, I was sleeping in a pitched tent inside the Cancun airport. The last fourteen hours I’ve passed on a crowded bus, rumbling down the Riviera Maya. Suffice to say, I’ve been eagerly anticipating my destination. When at last we cross the Frontera, a reggae beat drum-rolls its way onto the radio, crowding out the unwanted ranchera,.  The aire of forced accommodation and assimilation into Mexico is lifted like an unwanted shroud, carried off in the Caribbean breeze behind our bus.  Belize is an amalgamation… Read More

Once a year, the carnival would grace my tiny town with its presence, and my world would, for a single summer week, be transformed.  The fun came to rest at the Montrose County fairgrounds, smack dab in the middle of a broad pit of mud, dust, and cow dung.  In the dry desert heat the carnival would take shape, and all of bored children of summer would come out of their Nintendo stupors and into a world full of wonders. It was a chance to shake routines, to interact with something other than a cathode ray tube, to see toothless tattooed… Read More

Shifting shapeless taking form
Surface distant hanger-on
Into the night confidence born
Posing hoping failing alone
Into the night a calm sad storm

Barbed wire funeral pyre my retreat
Poised above the city light
Endless miles stretch endless while
I ponder pouncing taking flight
Instead persist. Misguided might